Greeting to you all, Ink Heart here with another journal update.
So July sucked...
I don't think I need to say anything else but, I'll go into detail for those who were wondering.
Other than my computer acting out of the ordinary, I came dangerously close to giving up art entirely in the last few days.
It's kinda hard to keep on going when you feel like you aren't making much of a difference with your art...
But to my surprise, it seemed like some of my closer friends where scared to death of the fact I was teetering on that edge of giving up.
So with a little bit of positive reinforcements, I was willed enough to not stop.
Besides, I'm not good at anything else in this world, so I'd better not give up on art as it's the only thing that's keeping going from day to day.
I guess I realized that in those few sad days that I've been slowly losing my patience for most things.
Things I would chuckle off a year before, just piss me off to no end nowadays...
And I've noticed that the "Ink Heart fanart ship" has caught on fire, hit an iceberg and sank to the very bottom of the sea...
I guess it was a fan ride while it lasted, I suppose if I want something for myself, I'll just have to draw it myself; because begging for it only gets me so far...
That and I'm not nearly "popular" enough to get some just by asking for it...
So if you see a sharp influx of Tenka pictures in the future whenever I start feeling like shit again, don't be surprised...
And I'm not doing art trades because you all know my rotten luck with that subject...
In less depressing news, let's talk about not talk about my sad, sad life and instead talk about my other projects that I'm working.
For one, I was actually quite glad that people seemed to miss Ink and Ruby, as everyone seemed to make it a big deal like Jesus Christ was resurrected.
So for those few who were happy to see those two come back for a short time, it's at least nice a few of you missed them.
As for what I'll be drawing more of in the future, more Pokemon, at least for the time being.
I say this because when I was taking breaks from drawing I found myself watching Pokemon videos and playing some more Pokemon X, which I've almost logged in over 200 hours into now, and I got it back in February.
I realized Pokemon seems to be one of the few things that is keeping me for going insane, so I'll be dabbling in more Pokemon picture for a long while, maybe I'll do something else on the side if I can nail a little odd cartoony style that I'm working on, but I make no promises...
As for more Pokemon news, I'm happy to report that Rhythm and Blues: Case 1, Part 1 is finished, I just need to go over it one more time for errors and make a title card for the first part.
I'm putting alot of work and detail into this writing, and it's putting my knowledge of Pokemon to it absolute limit but in a good way.
So for you two people who read my stories, you are in a treat hopefully.
As one last thing I'm looking forward too, my parents are going on another trip, granted it only for three days and not two weeks like last year.
It'll be nice for them, I'm not going because fuck camping, at least the sink will be clean and not full of dishes for three days and it'll be quite.
Maybe I'll have to remind myself to take it easy on those days.
And hopefully when they get back back, I can finally get my computer fixed and everything can go back to somewhat normalcy.
So that's all I have to say for now, my mood is generally positive for right now, so long as nothing more bullshit happens to me and all of my hardwork is going to pay off someday, I guess I'll keep grabbing on to the hope I still have.
Ink Heart out.